to talk about where this is going
To say, “Listen, I learned last week
that we shed our skin every 27 days,
and I’m so worried about losing the things closest to me.”
And you say
“Baby, that just means we can hold hands
for the first time
like 13 times a year,"
I love him. As much as i try to convince myself and deny this fact.
But i cannot be with him. We are on different pages in different books.
Recently he has been going out alot with his friends to a point where it seems like he is addicted to going out to have fun. We are a year apart but i have already passed that phase.
Maybe its just me, who will set her partner as the priority and will only meet friends when he has his own plans.
But the biggest problem, is i am too softhearted. And i end up hurt. Only me. Each time i relent and give in too easily, i allow myself to be more hurt. Its easy to be cruel when that person is just a friend.
Someone teach me, how to be cruel to the person you love so that i can be kind to myself.